Well it is coming up. Friday. "Friday?" you ask. Yes, friday. I am going to DC to talk to Liz. A friend of mine is also living down there so i get to see two people. But he advised me today to make sure i have a plan, to know what i want from this visit. Two things can of if the visit, Liz and I get back together or we don't.
I never thought it would be so hard to know what i want. I am usually good at knowing what i want when it comes to material posessions. Matters of the heart i am lacking on. On one side she is a really great girl, we do have fun together, great smile, blue eyes i have fallen into many times. But then there is the long distance thing. Her in DC and I in NJ. She has a much heavier course load than I and sometimes its hard to keep a relationship. But today when working out i was thinking, what I am going to do this weekend. Plead for her back or just re-affirm the break up? Will seeing her cloud my judgement? Did living together just put a strain on our relation ship that we were both not ready for? Could living together work in a year or two after college? I don't really expect anyone to really answer these questions, thats up to me. How does one truly know what they want. And what if its what they want right now, is that wrong?
Thanks for listening.
