I am fucking tired but i have been given the task to write for 10 minutes straight to see what "comes out". Whatever. SO its 12:32 and at 12:43 i am going to bed. Thats 11 minutes you say, well it takes one minute to shut everythign down and to gt in bed. So there stop wondering why 11 minutes. ANYWAY back to relelvant thing. O i forogot there are no relative things. I was just suppose to write for a solid 10 mintes. WOOHOO 12:33, nine more to go. I wondder if it is cheating if i just write about the passge of time for 10 minutes. It would make for a really boring post. Which is why i am writing this in the first place to figure out why i am "bored". Felt like shit tonight. Why u ask? I don't know. Whats with all the questions, let me do the talking here. Anyway so Liz was talking and I was typing. Acting like a dick head. What the fuck is my problem. I feel like i am trying to push her away. BUT WHY? Do I want to be alone. That doesn't make any sense. I want to be with her. Stupid Will. I am seeing her this weekend but because of some room mate bullshit we have to sleep somewhere else on saturday night. I am so glad i can plan something without it going to shit.....o wait i can't. Hey its 12:37! 5 more minutes to go! Back to blogging. Talk about a rythym stopper. Lets see what else. i don't fucking know. I hate this look inside yourself, how do you feel bullshit. Can't some just feel like shit cause they feel like shit? Does there have to be a fucking reason for everything? Maybe i like the atention be being "moody" brings? (Self centered asshole) Ok that was close enough to 10 minutes.

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Mike was home this weekend for the Jewish holiday. Friday a bunch of us went to see some shitty Bill Murray movie called Lost in the Translation. It was long and could have been a 30 minute sitcom. Last night was cooler though. He cam over and we basically configured a car stereo system. Some nice alpine stuff for under 350 I get a nice head unit and 4 new speakers =)

Strange thing. I must not be acting too good. My Mom just asked if I wanted to talk to someone. I wasn't sure what she meant and then she said like a counselor/therapist (why does that word makje me think of Sean OCnnery saying "I'll Take THE RAPIST for 700 Alex"). I said no, but I don't know. Maybe she is right. Things to ponder I guess. I was thinking that myself but was not sure. I am not sure about a lot of stuff I guess.

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